Disclaimer: I did not write this. I've edited it, a bit.
You know, I both love and hate when I get things like these from you. I am filled with a level of joy that is hard to describe at the thought of you thinking of me and keeping me near your heart. In the same breath, I am filled with sorrow for this also because it is a reminder of the situation that we are in.
The situation and all the frustration that goes along with it.
Nevertheless, I refuse to be truly down trodden over these things. Instead I hold on to the joy element of it. Darling, the joy that you bring to me is amazing.
I love you in your simplest moments, and in the moments when you leave me speechless.
I think of you always. I think of you looking up at me. I think of your smile. This is what gets me through my day. Once you came into my life in a meaningful way, it was always your smile that pushed me on.
I sit here in this town that is cold and gray and I often feel the same, but the thought of you is light to me. A light that shines through darkness and comforts me. I Love You Darling. My love for you is as great as the distance from east is to west.
You know I realized that I enjoy seeing A. I also had a chance to see I but was unable to. I enjoy seeing these people and all of the friends that we shared not solely because they are friends but because they are a connection to you. When they are near, you feel just a little closer. I often wondered why I was able to go by your apartment building and not feel a painful tug and pull at my heart. I realize now that it is because that building only holds wonderful memories for me. I have not one sad time within those walls. That is 100% completely due to you. I have begun to take what at one time might have hurt me emotionally and instead used it to remind myself that you are without a doubt, the most amazing and beautiful creature that I have ever know.
My passion runs deep but my love runs deeper still. So I ask you to not find sorrow in the memory of us.
Instead I ask you to rejoice.
Be glad that if nothing else you are loved so well. Appreciate my love and I will not break. This I am sure of. I Love You Darling.
XOXO.
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