Ugly

I hope
you never find love.
Your friends move away, get busy
Or just too old to keep your brand of company.

I hope
your machines fail at shop class
Your hair gets all frizzy
That you get those ugly liver spots
All over that perfect body.
I hope you get lonely.

I put bits of you in my pockets
Every time I walk out that door,
My foolish forgotten dig site!
I have all your nuts and bolts. 


I hope someday you get ugly.

I swear, I'll become a continent
I'll inject it under my skin,
This need to have to let go
Or to promise you my sins.
Will you miss me?
I miss you when you're gone. 
I miss you when you're here too.
In looking for love in all the wrong place

I hope someday you'll see

You, through me.

Chips of thoughts

Wednesday 12th April 2017 at 21:33

Death. It feels like death.
Like zinc in my mouth
Like lead through my veins,
Knowing exactly where to find you
But not knowing how to
Like memories weighing down
a corner of my conscience
Because that's all I'll allow you

An inch of my heart.

Thursday 6th April 2017 at 17:06

I've divvied up our assets,
Here, two for you, none for me.
Here's the flower you never gave
Here's a kiss that lingered too long.
In a box our memories...
I have none that match yours.